I'VE MOVED!
OK. wonderful. new blog peace out. this is my 401th post. so :D

I took a few days to settle what i was gonna wear for ailin's party. and i just decided what to wear! Yay! I'm raring to go. Just that i dont know if i should wear it now or later. hmmmmmmmmm.

If you're wondering what i am gonna wear, I'm gonna wear my green pullover and a striped shirt with a coduroy pants look-a-like. I'll take a pic. I like it :) i decided on it over a span of, 15 MINUTES. ahahaha

OMG. as much as i hate to admit it, I think Vaness Wu's song, Poker face is quite hot! Ugh.
Justin Timberlake's Sexy Back is damn hot. I could listen to it 2 times over and over. ( which is not bad considering i tire of song after about a minute and a half )
I LOVE TAKING BACK SUNDAY, i can listen for a whole 30 minutes!

My cousin fixed my lighter! :D Sucha a sweetheart.
Besides just 2 more posts!

Anyway school today was ok. I wanna make wantons! Needa consult my mum and get ingredients. Fangzi and Tanya want to come over tomorrow. I wanna know goss about _ cos i dig _'s girlfriend. :D HAHAHA.

Anyway it's my sisters birthday. So, Bye sluts. :D <3

must add, i screwed the japanese exchange thang!

Oh man, I watched Pirates of the Carribean 2 just now.
Was so good & this MOFO sitting next to me was like what the fuck. Leave us hanging. Fuck ah what a lousy show. If they were so good they'd go direct it themselves. I don't think it would even be one-tenth as good as how i felt it was.
Well yeah, Elizabeth Swann and Capt. Jack Sparrow made out! :D :D :D :D I liked that part the best. They are so made for each other!
I think i don't want to sleep at night.
I doubt neeone would wanna stay up with me though.
My throat hurts cos of the _. :(

ZOMG! I say an ultra chio ang moh girl taking a drag along grange road. Then i got to great world city and i saw a hot international school girl. I say so cos you never see chicks like her in our lame singapore systemed schools.

School sucked.
Man, i'm flaking.
My momma just came home.

:(

AHAHHA. i cannot log on into friendster. So irritating.
Nah, seriously. I'm damn annoyed. I want to see who that audrey person is and Ailin Kea is a sickening slut and not reply my IMs on msn. Plus Miss Gracie Goh accepted my friend request.
sigh sigh sigh.
Today is a weird day like that kinda dream come true kinda day. so it's weird.
I had a fight with Madam Lim this morning and we had a great shouting match which was really loud and she decided not to shout with me anymore because, i really really shouted at her.
Then the new VP had something against my slippers and usually hidden toes. Then i was trying to be as sarcastic as possible with her cos she didn't know there is a 3P. and i feel very sad for her cos she's gonna take over as principal and she doesnt even know the basic information like what classes are there in the damn school. Brilliant, i say, brilliant. And she has to come scold mrs. Wong for what I did wrong. It's damn stupid lah. Then she pisses of Mrs. Wong and everyone gets into shiaatzz.
And we have double period of bio where we staged a rebellion against the new teacher. It was like crappy cos whatever we said either backfired or we did something not according to plan and some sort of funny shiatzz happens and we all get screwed and we don't have fun.
Come to think of it, today wasn't really a "dream come true kinda day"
& i lost my Japan Exchange programme form. Tomorrow must submit. I wanna take part! :(

Gosh gosh gosh. So many things, So little time.

I had a seriously whacked dream!
I dreamt that in SG. We had some low tiered WTA tennis tournament.
And i was with Tanya and we decided to check it out.
The moment we went in. ( in was at the indoor stadium. whacked huh!? )
I saw Iveta Benesova and Zheng Jie and they were like supporting this chinese doubles, then i shouted," Go Iveta! " and she looked up! Tanya was like, "she's not even playing." Then i slip and fell. Then i looked up i saw Venus Williams, Justine Henin-Hardenne and Amelie Mauresmo!
Venus Williams gave me a hand and i got back up on my feet. Then i saw Jhh and i tried to talk to her but she was like walking away giving that kinda don't-talk-to-me-i'm-the-queen-damnit-look! So i was like, My friend likes you a lot! and she walked away faster. She's q the bitch man. I don't recall anything with Mauresmo. But i saw a lot of china players. and i saw like the whole french junior team or sort off. I don't know but they aren't the lowly ranked one. I saw Pauline Parmentier, Clemence Poesy ( fuck, she ain't a tennis player ), Alize Cornet and Severine Bremond! So when i wanted to say something they were like already gone! And i saw Shana and another girl, can't remember who, then i was like where did they GO!? And she was like they went back, and i was like you know them!? And she was like yeah! we learn French and the dream ended. WAHAHAHA. So fucking hilarious.
I never see Anastasia Myskina and Daniela Hantuchova! :(

OH FOR PETE'S SAKE PLEASE STOP SAYING GROSSO! IT'S SO FUCKEN ANNOYING! AFTER HE SCORED THE WINNING GOAL THE COMMENTATOR WENT ON ABOUT HIM FOR AT LEAST 10 TIMES STATING HE WAS FROM PALERMO AND ALL SORTS OF FUNNY SHIZZ. LIKE, HE'S GROSS-O. HELLO! NOT STUPID HERE. HE'S TOTALLY GROSS-O WITH ALL THAT LONG HAIR IT'S SO GREASY AND DISGUSTING. OMG. IMMA GONNA DIE IF I HEAR ANYTHING RELTAED TO GROSSO TOMORROW OR RATHER LATER. COS IT'S 5AM.

Watching the finals now. About 15 minutes to go. Come on france! Don't let me go into mourning. Bryan. Is watching with me. Sort off.

I bought Burberry boxers for $50 a pair. I got 2. They gave one for free. So my dad took it.
I also bought a Polo Ralph short sleeve button down which is pretty cool. It's reddish and farmer-ish. I almost bought a blazer. It was like $400 but it was like 50% off and my mum had some extra 15% off cos she's some sorta member. So yeah. My short sleeve only cost something like 70? Cheap stuff. Hmmm. Yeah, anyway, I think i'm getting the pure affair blazer over the Ben Sherman. But it's so fucking hot. The price diff is 20SGD and one is velvet the other is some weird fabric called orgasm. Organza, sorry!!! Nah, i'm kidding it's cotton. SIGH.
Decisions.Decisions.Decisions.

Ok. i think i don't like Alex anymore. Well i don't like her with Marissa because she becomes this needy bitch. And Marissa seems to be less attracted to her because of so. I don't know but i think the casting director for O.C. was awesome but the story line where Alex becomes some cheesy needy bitch gets me annoyed. I think i've grown to dislike Alex. However i still like Olivia Wilde.
Anyway, this is a beautiful show. I love how it makes me cry. The relationship between Summer and Seth i dare say is the most beautiful i've ever seen. Kirsten and Sandy are like, very real. The most realistic relationship/marriage whatever. I'm sick/crazy/obsessed.

I love The O.C.

plus,
i love Marissa. Not Alex.

I want to get shirts. I saw a hot hot ben sherman blazer. It's like only 100usd. But shipping is like 40usd! So total's like 140usd about 240sgd. But it's mega nice and i really find it nice. Man. I don't know. I'm really Ugh. Imma gonna ask my mum.

Ok when this blog hits 400 post i'm gonna switch my address. My blog's getting slow cos of the many digressing, lame, angsty, etc.
i just want

-watches humourous O.C. bloopers-

fuck what i want to say.

Basically, right now, I have this huge load of crap in my mind. I guess i wanna let it out and not keep it in. It's kinda worthless keeping it in. I need to say this.
( i was listening to Bell X1. I feel inspired yo! )

I remember not too long ago. You said i was the only person who made you laugh like that.
I remember you once said you wanted to see me cry. I just told you i'm not gonna cry. Cos i only cried cos of _, but that's besides the point. I told you i'll only cry if someone breaks my heart.
You promised you will never break my heart. ( yeah, never. )
So like whatever happened to promise and never?
I'm not expecting a lot from you cos you're like nothing to me. ( well that's harsh. )
Anyway, i think it's like totally fine that you don't like me. ( in whatever ways possible. )
I'm not gonna cry and everything cos i don't really see the need to cos i think i'm also wasting my time with things that dont even matter. ( i've been doing that a whole lot. )
I know you read my blog. That's totally rad. You can don't talk to me or anything for the rest of your life. Obviously you don't want to, cos i used to crush you. oh hell, i don't even know what i'm saying.
Hello Merl.
Uhmm... so, i think all that O.C. has gotten to me.
Well you know, i remembered i promised you something. But sadly it's all out. I'll get you something else. Since i promised to like eons ago. I'm keeping my promise.
Oh man, I don't know. I think i'm sad again.
Ok uhm fuck.
Great. Shiat. i forgot what i wanted to say. I HAVE TO STOP CHANGING WINDOWS WHEN I'M THINKING. IT TOTALLY BREAKS CONCENTRATION.
SO ERM, like bye.
Yeah, i like totally deleted your number and stuff from my phone. :)
Maybe i'll blog about you again later. Betcha wanna kill me cos you told me not blog about you. AHAHA. come and kill me man! :D

My hopes are so high, your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me so i
die happy.

Alright, bye already!

-edit-

right now, i sound as if i was SOOOOOOOOOOO in love with you. :\

I watched another 175 minutes of O.C. ( not inclusive of, pause-rewind-play-pause-again-rewind-play-again-every-alex-marissa-moment. ) If that counted. I think over 200 minutes. But yes. I'm so sad for kirsten. I cried again. Magnificent. I didn't even cry half as much when i nicked of a whole inch of my skin from above my achilles tendon.
Ahh.. the mysteries or heartwarming-tears inducing drama serials which aired over a year ago.
The brilliance of good casting and good storylines. ( up to a certain point that is )

I'm sucha a drama junkie. I can't stand it. :D
Needa find more of me. :D

-edit-
wait, then again, i can't really stand myself.

I might have fleas in my hair right now.
oh oh.

I want Anne Hathaway and Bijou Phillips to hook up.
:) :D
That's soooo hot. But gross. ;)

I love Marissa a lot.

Actually strike that, which i already have, I like Alex a lot too. But i like Marissa longer. Since like. 2003. Omg. this is such a long love affair with a fictious character.
Man, O.C. really makes me cry. When the Jimmy Cooper like left Marissa i cried like fuck ah. Like non stop. Omg. This is so embarassing saying all this. :\

You know that rock got no reason and rock got no rhyme. Man, emo's got reason and emo's got rhyme! :D

O.C. Is seriously making me emo! Kirsten is so fucking hot!

<3 O.C.

Why do you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you.
You make me laugh so much.


The O.C. Mania is back! :D
anyway. School felt different yet odd. I said hi to tingxi. Maryanne told me not to. Maryanne thinks that she thinks that i still like her. I talked to chermin. She thought that way as well. Sheesh! At least now we can all be friends! :D

Shit, i hate the taste of Vodka.
Really, i hate alchohol.
Shit, i'm gonna die.

Right now, i'm trying to get myself shit pissed drunk.
I don't know why i feel so crappy.
I have a full mug of vodka. ( yes mug, i'm nuts. )
I've done half already. I started chewing on gum cos of the funny puking feeling i have in my mouth.
Man, how do i get myself pissed drunk and crazy for tomorrow.
Tell me.
I think 'm gonna cry.

I think Rachel Bilson is really cute!
She's really funny!

Hailey and Marissa, together. Not that hot. ( they did have a brief fling in real life. )
Marissa and Alex, together. HOT HOT HOT!

I' watching The O.C.
The first episode.
I love The O.C., I seriously do. The first season was great. up to the 14 episode of season 2 was better. The rest was worst than crap. Well sort off. They really messed everything. Sigh. I totally dig the show. Makes me cry. Like how Theresa had to lie about her miscarriage. It's like she did that cos she wanted Ryan to be happy.
FUCK. THE O.C. IS SO FUCKING GOOD. I WANT A FRIGGING MOVIE AND I DEMAND ALEX BE IN IT!

EH, TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL!
i needa sleep. But i just want to add that.
I'm so sad for Michelle Wie, She's turning into a advertising Barbie Doll just like Sharapova.
But Sharapova still has the thang which seems to be keeping her rooted to the ground. :)

OMG.
Marcos Baghdatis has breasts!
I ain't got a picture. But i swear his has breasts!

Anyway, i'm happy cos Nastya beat Jeca. Last year they played in the same round but play until want to die. 3 sets, and it went up 10-8. when usually people win by 7-6. OMG right.
Nastya won in 2. 6-4, 7-6.
Dani lost to JHH. :(
Ai lost to Severine, wtf la. She beat Martina Hingis earlier on!
Masha beat Flavia. :( Was a close fight.
LenaD beat Shenay perry. 6-2,6-0.
Kim Clijsters beat agnieska (sp?) Some wildcard. 6-2,6-2.

yup. great. Wonderful. :D
i'll blog later :D

I think _ really doesn't like me. How sad. It's so tragic.
In fact i think she hates me.
But i dont feel sad.
It's like i've been injected with happy fuel or smth.
That's really good. Really good. ( with no sarcasm intended )
My muzzer is coming home.
My fazzer is at the club.
My muzzer wants me to golf.
I want to golf as well.
My muzzer's company golf and dinner is this friday.
I want to play. But tee off is between 12.15 to 1.
I totally can't make it and shannon will be there!
I asked my muzzer to take me out and say i've a golf competition
My fazzer says i'm full of bullsh*t.
My muzzer says cannot.

Liwei, is funny.
We had a heartfelt conversation today.
it was funny and fun.
Nothing sad.
But even if there was anything sad.
I was already injected with happy fuel!

I'm v happy now!
:D :D :D :D :D :D

Of cos luh. you spend frigging $30 bucks on cab food and, of course you'd be happy!
Have a happy day ya'll!

I... MUST... WATCH... HAVOC...
Bijou... Phillips...
SIGH...

Hello.
This is my 371st post.
I pissed Ravinder and Liwei off like shit by being some pissy baby.

Anyway, today was a weird weird day.
I have this Gant shirt that i wore only once, i wanted to wear it out today.
I saw a big stain around the collar. I had my maid check it. My mum took a look.
Guess what she said. "Ahyoo, this is the eyeliner la! You're girlfriend la!"
I stared at her. Then she just walked away.
I realized it was KEA AI LIN!! she wore mascara at MOS and i wore this shirt to MOS.
Plus i tried to play hero and "save" her. That's how, i figure, the eyeliner got on.
Then we had dinner with some German girl. Who's REALLY REALLY pretty.
And i have no idea how come suddenly they got on the topic of lesbianism.
My neighbour started telling them about butches and femmes.
He's explanation made me feel very uncomfortable about how he felt they were burly and "half-man." He suddenly said, he felt worried for his younger daughter ( who by the way is extremely hot and played netball for Singapore in junior stuff or something ) cos she's really really good friends with a butch.
today was like, Lesbian day or smth!

I'm not frigging lesbian! I just think girls are really hot and stuff! I don't totally go for girls and that kinda shizz man. It's really weird. Well, i mean i'm weird. I don't even know what i'm blogging bout.

Hanging out with Liwei later. cos right now, this will be posted as 3rd july. So yeah, we are gonna go have fun. Be merry. Whatever and stuff.

So sweet it makes me cry.
So sweet.

this goes out to simone. :)
( I was actually listening to this song. i felt really touched after listening to it. Kinda hit my spot. )


How many times have you been pushed around?
Was anybody there?
Does anybody care?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Was anybody there?
Did anybody stare?

How many time have your friends let you down?
Just open up your heart
Just open up your mind
How many times has your faith slipped away?
Well, is anybody safe?
Does anybody pray?

Oh, Life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we'll survive

How many days have you just slept away?
Is everybody high?
Is everyone afraid?
How many times have you wished you were strong?
Have they ever seen your heart?
Have they ever seen your pain?

Oh, Life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we'll survive

She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, all her life

She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, all her life

Oh, Life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we'll survive
All messed up, but we'll survive

Today was the actual day of the SYF.
I was extremely nervous in the morning.
I kept dreaming of myself being late
and caught up in lots of shizz and
going to the Indoor stadium toilet and
puking like when i was at Taman Negara
with no one in the toilet except for _.
She sort of svaed me. But it was so pathetic.
( I need to stop speaking singlish damnit! )
I'm waiting for Ravinder and Maryanne.
I really hope they don't bail on me now.
I kinda need them.
I think i wanna cry.

Syf was relatively fun.
I sat with people who also didnt quite remember their steps.
It was damn funny how we copied each other and realized it was wrong and laughed it off!
OOOOH! Yuetong likes peter!! I saw her get his photo then i asked her, eh! you like Peter is it. Then she gave that, eh-don't-like-that-look. Then i just laughed.

i got the Bowen Drum major's photo! :D she's so cool!! She was so shocked when we asked for her photo! I bet she thought we were nuts. I think she was with her boyfriend. AHAHA.



JEALOUS!? FERLAI'S NUTS OVER HER!

Btw, some people need to go and die la. Thank god Ferlai and Tanya are the kind off, you suck don't piss me off or i'll give you that look kinda person! ;) Lovee em. Sihui. Well... she's kinda just there. :) Love you still tho!